2003-05-21 - 12:13 p.m.
Ok thought just poped into my mind. In relationships I seem to skip "b" when i go from "a" to "c"... "A" being the initional meeting and hanging out and "C" being awesome sex. But I alwasy miss the "B". "B" being love and all the emotion involved into it. And I know why too. I dont let it happen. Anytime the level of emotion comes about from her in the relationship, I run. Only cause I cant tell certain things about myself. I alwasy been private and keep my distance on purpose. Promised myself that I wont persue anythign serious till i get a normal life. Or somethign closest to it. lol
But yea, I seem to go from "A" to "C"/
